Dear Diary,
Last night i did something that was quite hard, but it was a step towards recovery. I ate my tea at the big table when her parents WERE home. I haven't been able to do that before. But it wasn't as bad as i thought, yeah it took me an hour, but it was scary. But i still gotta think, yeah i did it.

Cruella is getting to me more now that im not allowed to have my 'extras' I feel like i have to try harder to stop her from making me do the B thing. Shes at me stronger, & it makes it all so much harder, but i know its the right thing to do. I just have to take things one min at a time.

YAY its raining. I LOVE LOVE LOVE the rain. :D prob coz it reminds me of New Zealand.

I hope that you are all going good. I love you all, Hang in there everyone.

xo R.